extremely sad :(

it seems long time i haven't update this blog..
for this time, i felt extremely sad...
my tears keeps come out and suddenly im having stomach ache throughout the day...
sometimes i felt like to vomit too...
i must be strong...
ya Allah..
i love him so much..
even im the one yg mintak broke up ngn die for some reasons but i still love him SOOOOOOOO much!
my heart hurt when i saw this reply from a girl to him today, " hey lalink!!! suriee ta eply mecet bukan sumbonk tapi ta ade sffcnt kredit too snt a mssge mauahhahaha"
okay...deeply hurt to read that..hurm....
may b im the one who make him to be like that...
im so sorry for my decision dear...
but yeah, i dont hv any serious rltnship with him anymore, he has his own right..
hope u r happy with ur life now..
I LOVE U SO MUCH....FOREVER...

* need to cheer up...

BABIES :)

in the morning, i went to ELS to pay fees for my TOEFL.

pusing2 satu SS15 tu, last2 dpt jumpe parking.huh!susah giler nak cari parking there.

and it's my bad day, rupanye i've to pay it on9 thru debit,crdt card or bank draft.

haha! tulah, bukannye nak tanye btol2 dkt my frenz dlu.

that's my weakness kurang bpngtahuan tntng normal and basic procedure in doing something.heeee~!!

and 2night while waiting for my sister at kancil, i met my maths tuition tcher and srsly i forgot his name!

Naqqy, Hanna, and Hannah, I think u guys remember him ;)

our math tuttn tchr yg pna ajak kte pegi kenduri kahwin die :D

he's such a nice and friendly guy.

he told me that he already has a 9month child! :D
HAPPY FOR HIM! :D:D

JASAMU DIKENANG CIKGU! :P

ok ckp psl anak ni...

actually farah x sbr nak ada anak..

nak besarkan die, jaga die dngn pnuh kasih sayang....

x sabarnye! :D:D

the person in this earth that I could give my endless and sincere love from his birth till the end of the time :)

the best part is I'm the one yg akan bentukkan my anak and of course with my lovely hubbby ( i'm expecting emi would be my hubby :) ).

evnthough, I knew that susah to besarkan them but let's take it as a CHALLENGE!

if farah bjaya bentuk my children dngn peribadi mulia and penoh budi pekerti,

YES!SANGAT BERPUAS HATI and BANGGA!SYUKUR SNGAT! :)))

and kalau boleh i want my children pandai DANCE!

haha!that's my dream actually! =D

GOOD NITE EVERYONE.

I MISS NAQ,FIRUZ,ELSA,RAT, ZRA, ADEE, HANNA, HANNAH and MERY SO MUCH!

and of course my FUTURE HUBBY! :P

MAY ALLAH BLESS THEM :)

.PROBLEMS.

herm...today is my serabot day..
farah x dpt bronco number lagi..sngt sedeyh and worried...
bronco no. tu is like my ID no. at california nanti..
luckily, my classmate inform me that dia da inform puan intan bhgn akademik..
alhamdulillah...from her response, i think evrything is gonna b fine..

btw...herm..what about my love story?
owh..I LOVE HIM SO MUCH..
farah syg sngt die..
but the spoil part is that i cant understand
knape die kna bagi mssg to the girl in ms tuh?
herm..hopefully, he can change that kind of attitude...
and guess what? i gave sms to him "..... if u want them, go for them and leave me"
argh!what a stupid act actually!
because honestly I want him...
herm...hope evrything is gonna b okay...

tmrrw i'm gonna pay fees for TOEFL and bank draft to Cal Poly Pomona...total money that i've to pay is RM 900..
thank you so much, papa n mama sbb snggup spend for me...
I LOVE U BOTH!

ANGER MANAGEMENT...
farah tngh try to control my anger...
astaghfirullahala'zim...
my anger baru2 ni menjadi...
kna pandai jaga kemarahan..
coz kmarahan is api syaitan!
insyaAllah...Let's PROVE IT !

NEW :)

Hey...assalammualaikum..

feeling so good to have blog for the first time..

heeee...coz farah ni seorang yg sngt suka befikir..ble da start fikir, nk tdo pon susah..

cam albert einsten la KONON.haha! ;P

tp in the real life I prefer to keep myself quiet...

so I think this is the correct place for me to bebel or luahkan my isi hati :)

I can't sleep di pg yg diselubungi gerimis ini...haihz..poor me..

tapi cam angau pulak tngok my bf pic...

I introduce him to u guys espclly to my babes,

MOHD SUHAIMI BIN MOHD RAMLI...

MY MATURED MAN WHO ALWAYS GUIDE AND LOVE ME :)