extremely sad :(

it seems long time i haven't update this blog..
for this time, i felt extremely sad...
my tears keeps come out and suddenly im having stomach ache throughout the day...
sometimes i felt like to vomit too...
i must be strong...
ya Allah..
i love him so much..
even im the one yg mintak broke up ngn die for some reasons but i still love him SOOOOOOOO much!
my heart hurt when i saw this reply from a girl to him today, " hey lalink!!! suriee ta eply mecet bukan sumbonk tapi ta ade sffcnt kredit too snt a mssge mauahhahaha"
okay...deeply hurt to read that..hurm....
may b im the one who make him to be like that...
im so sorry for my decision dear...
but yeah, i dont hv any serious rltnship with him anymore, he has his own right..
hope u r happy with ur life now..
I LOVE U SO MUCH....FOREVER...

* need to cheer up...